BipolarElephant

in the world of the damned night fell and we ran running from the d e m o n s a baby brought p r o m i s e in shock that you were still here I turned feelings of complexity that I couldnt sort comfort of your promise made the choice you were the one that changed for the better a lost friend that was found in our night we lived we shared a d r e a m today I awoke to find that it was only a promise another broken part in my box of l i e s

. I'm . Still . Alive . Caught . In . The . Swirling . Susurration . Of . This . Enslaving . Adulation

Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth No you don't know what happened And you never will if You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall Where you've had me for hours Till I'm sure what I want But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way Please keep your hands down And stop raising your voice It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime So just say yes or no Why can't you shoulder the blame Coz both my shoulders are heavy From the weight of us b

Sitting here on my bed trying to do homework when all that crosses my mind is the past...That building my dad would take me to with the gigantic airplaine which hung from the ceiling. I always wondered what is was. And the park with the dinosaur swings..I never knew how to work them. Is it wrong that I burst into tears every time I think of these things? Its a Wednesday night, 10:00PM and it felt like yesterday I was sitting on my booster chair at my moms kitchen table picking out the raisins in Raisin Bran because I thought they were beetles. I was so carefree, and unaware of anything happening, I felt loved even thought I wasn't. I remember

I am far beyond good, As I am beyond evil, For I merely am. I walk one foot in shadows, And one in light. The angel that tempts in nightmares, And the demon that brings joy. I am Harlequinn. The jester of the night.